I feel lost without it. I feel unsure of how to cope as the anxiety creeps back.
I think of the days as both long and short, and I don't know which is worse.
A little shaky today. I slept well last night, however.
Just unmotivated and hard to focus. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to.
I'm scared.
I'm overcome with guilt and shame, too.
I need Him.
I'm going to leave work right after my 3 pm meeting and go for a run. I need it desperately. I need to just hang on to the knowledge that I will feel better during and after the run.
This is so hard.
