Tuesday, December 13, 2016

Day 3: Maintaining Resolve.

I feel lost without it. I feel unsure of how to cope as the anxiety creeps back.

I think of the days as both long and short, and I don't know which is worse.

A little shaky today. I slept well last night, however.

Just unmotivated and hard to focus. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to.

I'm scared.

I'm overcome with guilt and shame, too.

I need Him.

I'm going to leave work right after my 3 pm meeting and go for a run. I need it desperately. I need to just hang on to the knowledge that I will feel better during and after the run.

This is so hard.

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