It's day one of the rest of my life.
I am so grateful to God for allowing me to make it to this turning point.
My heart is full of repentance. I want this more than anything. More than losing weight. I want to be whole.
This time, I know what the first two weeks look like. I know there will be ups and downs, but mostly ups.
Oh God, I want this. I want to stop abusing the body You gave me, the temple in which You live. I'm so sorry for what I've done.
Make me new.
Twelve years ago to this day, I overdosed on Nyquil. I did not know it then, but it was the start of my alcohol abuse. I just wanted to escape.
Now I finally will.
Praise the One who restores broken things.
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